Not Exactly Tagged.

Just Read Prakhar Da’s Blog, and so here I am.

I am: turning bald, always confident

I think: only when I work.

I know:she’s not the one.

I want: to move out of kgp.

I have: a company of my own, passion to go on and of course a lot of dreams

I wish: to make a difference, for a meaningful life

I hate:people who are hypocrites

I miss: Mummi…

I fear: Snakes, Jadda

I feel:really nice when it rains.

I hear: atif all the time.

I smell: coffee in the air!

I crave: mummi ke haath ke rajma chawal

I search:for a lonely quiet place to work.

I wonder: about what I wanted to do 5 years back and what I’ve done.

I regret: nothing till date. Yes this is 100% true. YO!!

I love: walking, biking in the rains,

those awesome bike rides to suborno nadi…

waking up to an overcast mausam / Atif song.

I ache: when I run 4.4. 5 times till date

I am not: worried about others might think. I never care abt them.

I dance: the best the most on family weddings.

I sing: almost never

I cry: never. I cant remember the last time i cried.

I dont always: care abt other people.

I fight: lazyness

I write: blogs, to calm me down

I win:

I lose:

I never: eat without brushing. Well i try to.

I always: want people around me.

I confuse: about commitment and good friends

I listen: to atif songs (they calm me down)

I can usually be found: in office

I need: a haircut

I am happy about: abt what I’ve dome to my life.

I imagine: a beautiful wife.

8 Things

Well after getting tagged from arpit’s blog it was hard to resist the temptation. So here I go:

8 things I am passionate about…

1. Intinno, our startup
2. Gyming/Running/being in shape
3. Linux/Ubuntu
4. Coding specially ROR.
5. My fasttrack watch, actually it should be watches, wait wait soon I will have many.
6. The gadgets I own, Bluetooth headphones, Dell XPS, iPod
7. My family. I really reaaly love them.
8. U Know who.

8 things I want to do before I die…

1. Own the entire Fastrack watches collection.
2. Own a bike like Pulsar 200 or Karisma and then go on awesome bike rides every weekend
3. Get in shape, Good looking, Dole shole and all
4. Gift mom and dad that special gift, something they have aspired for too long now.
5. Be in London for the Christmas and new years weekend (seen love actually… ?? )
6. Visit a remote hill station something like Patani top, Ladakh, Ganagtok…. someplace where there are mountains all around, very few people… kahin duur pahadi pe ek chai vaala ho… some place which is permanently overcast…. like the one they showed in relaince ad, No water, no sunlight vaali….
7. Taking Intinno to the point where it can bring a change in the lives of children who are not so lucky as us
8. I cant do anything in this, but this is something I want to see happening… AJ happy, the AJ we had in our first/second year, not the one we have now. saala hasta hi nahin hai….
9. Bungy jumping, jumping of the plane
10. Marry someone I am in love with
11. Have a workplace with atlest 4 big widescreen monitors
12. Write Rspec tests…

8 things I things I say often…

1. Kuchh maal thhi yaar…
2. Awesome hai baap….
3. bhak saala…
4. abe sun na….
5. Actually main na…
6. Beaaa haaannn  chhhooooooodddd  studdddddd…..
7. Stud be….
8. abhi nahin….
9. arre auntie…
10. ladkiyoon main dimag nahin hota and na unhe maths aati hai….

8 books I last read…

1. Kite Runner
2. Lajja
3. The greatness guide
4. The monk who sold his Ferrari
5. The World is flat
6. Blink
7. Love Story
8. Five point someone

8 songs I could listen to over and over again…

Well excpet the 10th and 11th, I have listened each one atleast a 1000 times.

1. Pehli Nazar, Atif
2. O Re Piya, Atif
3. Kuchh Is tarah, atif
4. Hum kis gali ja rahe hai, atif
5. Yakeen, atif
6. Aadat, atif
7. Doorie, atif
8. Aknhon se, Atif..
9. Falsk tak chal saath mere…
10. Waiting on the world to change, John Mayer
11. All I want is you, Juno
12. Lafzon main keh na saku…

atif main kuchh jaadu hain

It so happens ki main aaram se kaam kar raha hoon and gaane chal rahe. Mian chup chal gaane sunta rahunga. I hardly sing along.

But jab Atif ka gaana aata hai na… main khud pe khud gaana shuru kar deta hoon. Its spontaneous. I love his songs. I connect to them. Its not that I am sad, heartbroken but still somehow his songs make sense to me and I feel WOW!!

Zombie

Alone is what I am.

Lonely is what I Feel.

Zombie is what I’ve become.

Loved this forward….

Well today when I woke up, it felt great. The morning was beautiful and the 2.2 today was awesome.

And as I entered office and opened my mail box, I found this forward.

A cute Love story.

A boy had a cancer and he had only one month to live. He liked a girl working in cd shop very much, but he didn’t tell her about his love.

Everyday he go to the cd shop and buy a cd to talk to her. After a month he died. When girl went his home and asked about him. His mother told he is died and took her to his room. Girl saw all the cd’s unopened and the girl cried. You know why she cried? She had kept her own love letters inside the cd pack. Bcoz she also loved him.

If u love someone tell him/her about your love without any hesitation.

– But is it that easy? is my question.

I just loved this forward. Hope this day turns out to be great.

Current Music: Kehne ko Jashn-e-Bahara hain…..

Chodo na Mujhe…..

Well just finished watching the movie…. Rules, Pyar ka superhit formula….

had to watch this one… the two songs… chodo na mujhe and Uljhano ko de diya have been my favorites…

Movie on the whole is bhat but some parts are good…. you need to be in the mood to watch this one.

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Wel on an another note, a few days a ago I did something for someone. It involved creativity and I rocked!! cant believe what I produced. can make the final thing public, but the expressions of the receiver had told the whole story…. two things learnt…

1. You are capable of doing anything, given that you want to do it.

2. Whenever you do anything, do it with your full heart and it will turn out amazing.

I have also changed the theme… got bored with the previous one… Once I buy a domain and move my blog there, will try to put up a more exciting theme… probably will use memphisto.

I stand Alone, by choice!!!

Sometimes in life its difficult to do the right thing…..

Sometimes that right thing invloves letting a friend go….

and most of the times this is painful.

Thanks for being there Dost and will miss you a LOT.

one of those days….

yaar bas hote hai kuchh aise din… ki jab  tum sochte ho ki tum jo bhi kar rahe ho vo tum kyun kar rahe ho…… actually mai bas kuchh karne ka mood hi nahin hota hai yaar… jabki kaam bahut hota hain tumhare pass…..

bas tum chahte ho ki jo sapna tum khuli aankho se dekh rahe ho, bas vo hi chalta rahe…. kisi bhi ek cheez main dimag nahin lagta hai…. khuli aankhon main bhi neend hoti hai…. and you keep missing someone….

bas aaj ek aisa hi din hai….

bas hope so ki jyada barbadi na mache yaar…

kya frustapa hai….

abe yaar yeh chal kya raha hai… dono pagal hai… main dono ko maar dunga.. uda dunga goli se…… frust karke rakha hai…. matlab theek hai… hota hai… kuchh aur ho bhi nahin sakta… abe yaar…. I feel bad for them ….. so sorry….

accha ab yeh mat poochna ki abt whom I am talking abt…

accha aur did the right thing…. I am so happy… kitna zyada load kam ho gaya hain apan ki zindagi se… I am loving it!!!

Hope the frustapa ends soon… and brings happiness to both….

random musings

• I take a lot, yes a lot of time to break ice with somebody….. but when that does break then I give myself away too easily… both the things are bad, specially the second one, because people are not always as they seem from outside….
• From the last few days I always keep having this thought- Any thing that you are doing, do it with your best possible effort. But still I am not able to implement it.
• Missed my cousin sisters wedding this weekend… I feel so sorry… I feel I owe her something…
• I have found that my working efficiency goes down when there are few people around me, talking, doing there stuff… or something else… I like to work quietly environment becuz my concentration levels are too low.
• Also I have decided to go slow and probably change the direction of one the aspects of my personal life. The prior path would lead me midst trouble and I have practically seen how hard it is to cope up with that. Also the work I am doing right now is much more important than this stuff.
• But still I would like this aspect to remain as it is, neither degrade… nor go further.
• I am loving Ruby on Rails,  but I have a feeling that we will have to do a lot of optimizations by directly writing SQL queries.
• Deciding  what and how to do stuff is much much difficult than doing doing it.
• I am going to miss another important family function tomorrow… for my new born bhatija… but I have promised bhaiya that I will be his best chacha..
• Why can’t this wordpress editor be full screen….so that I can see a lot prior stuff I’ve written.
• There’s a particular person to whom I want to say – “As if I care“. Intinno dirs. don’t worry, you are not in this list.
• Bahut bhadas nikal li… ab kaam karte hain..