one of those days….

1 02 2008

yaar bas hote hai kuchh aise din… ki jab  tum sochte ho ki tum jo bhi kar rahe ho vo tum kyun kar rahe ho…… actually mai bas kuchh karne ka mood hi nahin hota hai yaar… jabki kaam bahut hota hain tumhare pass…..

bas tum chahte ho ki jo sapna tum khuli aankho se dekh rahe ho, bas vo hi chalta rahe…. kisi bhi ek cheez main dimag nahin lagta hai…. khuli aankhon main bhi neend hoti hai…. and you keep missing someone….

bas aaj ek aisa hi din hai….

bas hope so ki jyada barbadi na mache yaar… :(





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25 10 2007

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Brain Dead !

22 10 2007

Ok its been more than 60 hours since I last slept properly… had two stints of 3hrs in between… but the rest of the time I have been working, chatting :) and bryan uncle ki jai karta raha…

But I love doing small small things which are useful… and did some thing like this. Check this out. When something that I have written works… gives me satisfaction.. I feel good..and thats why I do it… bas man ko shanti milti hai….

Accha pata hai…. abhi bhi mera man nahin hai sone ka.. but my brain is not responding… matlab I have the desire to do some work… but kuchh chamak nahin raha hai abhi….. so decided ki so jaate hai abhi…. chalo tata… bye





Dukhi :(

20 10 2007

Aaj main thoda dukhi types mood mai hoon…  Ab dukhi kyun hoon… yeh main nahin bata sakta. Bahut choti si kahani hai, but this kahani forms an important part of my life nowadays.

Vaise mera dukh pal dar pal badta ja raha hai… and lag raha hai ki bas kisi pal… phat jayega mera dil is dukh ke kaaran… :( :( dard hona tu shuru ho gaya hai….

Kaafi kaam kara hai aaj mene and laga diya hai finally sab crawl pe… kam se kam do din tu chalega crawl… ab finally mera peace marne ka time aaya tu yeh dukhi feeling aa gyai main mere saaf swach man mai….

Pata abhi subah ke 6 baj rahe hai… mera sone a bilkul man nahi kar raha… bas lag raha hai ki kucch bhi kar llon and so uoon na…

yaar aisa kyun hota hai life mai… man bahut bhari bhari ho jaata hai… lagta hai ki rona chahiye… but aasoon aake nahin dete saale…. aur pata hai aise time pe koi gam baatne ke liye bhi nahin milta…. vaise mai kiske saath baat sakta hoon isse.. ek ko chod ke aur koi nahin…

Koi baat nahin magar… aaj dukhi hai tu kya hua… baaki time tu mai generally khush rehta hoon… kabhi kabhi dukhi bhi hona chahiye… varna khushi ki importance chali jaati hai…

chalo jao ab… lemme enjoy my dukh… aur haan agar mai heart attack se mar gaya tu iska jimmedar bas IIT Kgp hoga…. yaad rakhna…

tata





Seems love is in the air!!

17 10 2007

Well today in the evening I saw Boys, a Telugu movie and a few moments ago watched Tina and Hussain’s Performance in Nach Baliye on Baahon ke Darmiyaan. I have also just finished reading this.

All this have made me fall in love with the idea of being in love. People say its an awesome feeling being in love. I can just get a faint idea of whats its like by seeing all this. Boys, although it was a fully faltu movie, ignited a serious thought. Is the feeling of love so strong that it makes you go to extreme limits, where no one usually dares? What is it that makes you fall in love? What is in love that makes two souls one? How do you know that you are actually in love?

What my idea is that, love gives you someone to share yourself with. You can trust him/her, cry on their shoulders, lend one, share your joys, sorrows, talk endlessly for hours without realizing its been hours, smile everytime you think of him/her.

Irrespective of my pre-concieved notions about love, I firmly believe that you can’t exactly tell whats love about, nor can somebody explain it to you. You have to fall in love to know whats it like to be in love. I also believe that there’s always someone for everyone and when the right time comes you will find her. However in my case, it seems that the search algorithm has an exponential complexity. (Ya I know I sppoiled the whole post with this sentence, but this is what I am and this is my space.)

Have you found yours?? :)

Current song -  Baahon ke Darmiyaan do pyar mil rahe hai