Loved this forward….

Well today when I woke up, it felt great. The morning was beautiful and the 2.2 today was awesome.

And as I entered office and opened my mail box, I found this forward.

A cute Love story.

A boy had a cancer and he had only one month to live. He liked a girl working in cd shop very much, but he didn’t tell her about his love.

Everyday he go to the cd shop and buy a cd to talk to her. After a month he died. When girl went his home and asked about him. His mother told he is died and took her to his room. Girl saw all the cd’s unopened and the girl cried. You know why she cried? She had kept her own love letters inside the cd pack. Bcoz she also loved him.

If u love someone tell him/her about your love without any hesitation.

– But is it that easy? is my question.

I just loved this forward. Hope this day turns out to be great.

Current Music: Kehne ko Jashn-e-Bahara hain…..

one of those days….

yaar bas hote hai kuchh aise din… ki jab  tum sochte ho ki tum jo bhi kar rahe ho vo tum kyun kar rahe ho…… actually mai bas kuchh karne ka mood hi nahin hota hai yaar… jabki kaam bahut hota hain tumhare pass…..

bas tum chahte ho ki jo sapna tum khuli aankho se dekh rahe ho, bas vo hi chalta rahe…. kisi bhi ek cheez main dimag nahin lagta hai…. khuli aankhon main bhi neend hoti hai…. and you keep missing someone….

bas aaj ek aisa hi din hai….

bas hope so ki jyada barbadi na mache yaar…

Past

From the last night two things from my past are haunting me. The first is the thought of SK. The thoughts were there in my dreams too. and the second relates to an BIG BIG missed opportunity. Both were failures… no no not failures … they not successes, but I don’t know the reason twhy they both have come back to me at the same time.

I am trying hard to get over them and I know, I will. I strongly believe in leaving behind the things of past and just concentrating on whats at hand right now. I have this strong will power where by I can really resist something which I don’t want. Also I have seen ample people crying over their pasts, crying over things that happened and shouldn’t have happened. These experiences have made me more stronger and focused. I really don’t see myself repenting over anything because I believe that whatever I had done was to the best of my abilities and in accordance to the circumstances. I also know the reasons of my failures…. and also I am working hard to trying to remove those reasons.

But I am still wondering why all these specific events are bugging me on the very same day… may be after several night outs, un healthy routine, without proper food, this is what your brain can think off…

Good Times, are here to stay !!

I just love working here in SIT…

I love the anonymous girl on my desktop…..

I love the Takashila complex canteen…

I love the gardens around…

I love sipping tea, overlooking green gardens….

I love creating associations via hasmany through…

I just love sleeping just as much required, here on the lab floor….

I love looking at the pics of my just born bhatija….

I just love what I am doing…

I just love the fact that I didn’t go home…

Infact, I am in love, with my life.

current song: Jaana tune mujhe pehchana nahin, aashiq hoon main tere naam ka….. 

Brain Dead !

Ok its been more than 60 hours since I last slept properly… had two stints of 3hrs in between… but the rest of the time I have been working, chatting and bryan uncle ki jai karta raha…

But I love doing small small things which are useful… and did some thing like this. Check this out. When something that I have written works… gives me satisfaction.. I feel good..and thats why I do it… bas man ko shanti milti hai….

Accha pata hai…. abhi bhi mera man nahin hai sone ka.. but my brain is not responding… matlab I have the desire to do some work… but kuchh chamak nahin raha hai abhi….. so decided ki so jaate hai abhi…. chalo tata… bye

What’s going on???

Ok so DP has now officially come to an end. From tomorrow there are classes again.

Actually this DP was the best of my 4 DP’s here in kgp. (Ya I missed it in the first year). I am now a proud owner of an intelligent crawler, which has been downloading 1000’s of pages from the morning… and will continue this download for atleast 2 more days….

ActuallyI have been on a nightout from the previous days and has been more than 36 hours since I last slept… well not actually true.. matlab soya tha beech mai 2 ghante but neend nahin aa rahi… and the thing to be noted is that this my second two day nightout this week . In the last one I had not slept for 42 hours… and the time I was awake.. I wrote a lot of code …. and then room saaf kiya tha… awesome ho gaya yaar ab room… will post pics next time around….

And ek aur baat, mene subah 8 baje breaker kiya tha… and uske baad kuchhn khaya bhi nahin hai… abe yaar kya ho gaya hai mujhe… na bhook lag rahi hai… na neend aa rahi hai…  bas khush hoon aaj mai… code chal raha hai….. lagta hai khisak gaya hai mera…

Yaar pata hai DP khatam nahin honi chaiye thhi… ab saala class jana padega kal se… faaltu sab kuchh… kuchh fayda nahin class vlass kar ke….

Accha ek aur baat… pata hai mera dimag ek dum stagnant feel kar raha hai…. tu abhi usse chalane ke liye bahut loud music sunna pad raha hai… But  I am loving it… atleast doing  what I love and doing for some worthwhile purpose… this is all that matters.. baaki sab saali bas baatein hai….Vo Bryan uncle bolte hai na 18 till I die vaale gaane mai… “Its not how you look, but how you feel inside“, tu bas 18 till I die vaali feeling hai abhi mere andar…

chalo tata

<SHOUTING> gonna be 18 till I die </SHOUTING>

18 till I die

Sure Feels good to be Alive.

 

Actually its DP time at Kgp and I am loving it. No Class… No monotonous lectures… no useless departments visits… no wasting time at Nescafe waiting for the next boring lecture to start….

 

Its just your life… live it the way you want to… there’s no one to tell you what to do… you can do whatever you want to do… no deadlines to match to…. no eating mess hugga… not much people around(Yes I love it when less people are around.. you nedd to listen to less shit…)

 

I sleep at 1 everyday… get up at 9… have a nice brakfast… milk and eggs… the a decent enough lunch… go for 2.2 + in the evening(Today I went for baddy…), come back have a decent dinner…

and in between the meals I work on my MTP… which is an interesting problem….

 

It feels like I am alive these days… just doing whats right… what seems good to me… I want this to continue this way… I don’t want to attend those useless classes… do those worthless term projects… I wanna be free… I want to fly… I want to Live…

 

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lesson

In life, at least be in talking terms with everyone you know. You don’t know when you might need their help.

Schols Ave :)

Ok its nothing much. Its just that I got an article published in Scholars’ Avenue. It is an introductory article about what is Web 2.0.

You can grab the E-Copy of the Newspaper from here and go straight to page 6. They have changed the article from its original form.

Cheers!