Not Exactly Tagged.

Just Read Prakhar Da’s Blog, and so here I am.

I am: turning bald, always confident

I think: only when I work.

I know:she’s not the one.

I want: to move out of kgp.

I have: a company of my own, passion to go on and of course a lot of dreams

I wish: to make a difference, for a meaningful life

I hate:people who are hypocrites

I miss: Mummi…

I fear: Snakes, Jadda

I feel:really nice when it rains.

I hear: atif all the time.

I smell: coffee in the air!

I crave: mummi ke haath ke rajma chawal

I search:for a lonely quiet place to work.

I wonder: about what I wanted to do 5 years back and what I’ve done.

I regret: nothing till date. Yes this is 100% true. YO!!

I love: walking, biking in the rains,

those awesome bike rides to suborno nadi…

waking up to an overcast mausam / Atif song.

I ache: when I run 4.4. 5 times till date

I am not: worried about others might think. I never care abt them.

I dance: the best the most on family weddings.

I sing: almost never

I cry: never. I cant remember the last time i cried.

I dont always: care abt other people.

I fight: lazyness

I write: blogs, to calm me down

I win:

I lose:

I never: eat without brushing. Well i try to.

I always: want people around me.

I confuse: about commitment and good friends

I listen: to atif songs (they calm me down)

I can usually be found: in office

I need: a haircut

I am happy about: abt what I’ve dome to my life.

I imagine: a beautiful wife.

8 Things

Well after getting tagged from arpit’s blog it was hard to resist the temptation. So here I go:

8 things I am passionate about…

1. Intinno, our startup
2. Gyming/Running/being in shape
3. Linux/Ubuntu
4. Coding specially ROR.
5. My fasttrack watch, actually it should be watches, wait wait soon I will have many.
6. The gadgets I own, Bluetooth headphones, Dell XPS, iPod
7. My family. I really reaaly love them.
8. U Know who.

8 things I want to do before I die…

1. Own the entire Fastrack watches collection.
2. Own a bike like Pulsar 200 or Karisma and then go on awesome bike rides every weekend
3. Get in shape, Good looking, Dole shole and all
4. Gift mom and dad that special gift, something they have aspired for too long now.
5. Be in London for the Christmas and new years weekend (seen love actually… ?? )
6. Visit a remote hill station something like Patani top, Ladakh, Ganagtok…. someplace where there are mountains all around, very few people… kahin duur pahadi pe ek chai vaala ho… some place which is permanently overcast…. like the one they showed in relaince ad, No water, no sunlight vaali….
7. Taking Intinno to the point where it can bring a change in the lives of children who are not so lucky as us
8. I cant do anything in this, but this is something I want to see happening… AJ happy, the AJ we had in our first/second year, not the one we have now. saala hasta hi nahin hai….
9. Bungy jumping, jumping of the plane
10. Marry someone I am in love with
11. Have a workplace with atlest 4 big widescreen monitors
12. Write Rspec tests…

8 things I things I say often…

1. Kuchh maal thhi yaar…
2. Awesome hai baap….
3. bhak saala…
4. abe sun na….
5. Actually main na…
6. Beaaa haaannn  chhhooooooodddd  studdddddd…..
7. Stud be….
8. abhi nahin….
9. arre auntie…
10. ladkiyoon main dimag nahin hota and na unhe maths aati hai….

8 books I last read…

1. Kite Runner
2. Lajja
3. The greatness guide
4. The monk who sold his Ferrari
5. The World is flat
6. Blink
7. Love Story
8. Five point someone

8 songs I could listen to over and over again…

Well excpet the 10th and 11th, I have listened each one atleast a 1000 times.

1. Pehli Nazar, Atif
2. O Re Piya, Atif
3. Kuchh Is tarah, atif
4. Hum kis gali ja rahe hai, atif
5. Yakeen, atif
6. Aadat, atif
7. Doorie, atif
8. Aknhon se, Atif..
9. Falsk tak chal saath mere…
10. Waiting on the world to change, John Mayer
11. All I want is you, Juno
12. Lafzon main keh na saku…

37 things a girl probably doesn’t know about a guy

Found this post on someone’s status message today. Thought the list should also be on my blog.

The points I agree are in green and the ones that I disagree are in red. Non opinionated ones are in black.

1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it’ll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they’re goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they’re still loved.

8. Guys are more emotional than they’d like people to think.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…nevermind..” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he’ll assume he did something wrong and he’ll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys’ weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn’t notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he’s probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me.”

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn’t happen that often, so when it does, you know something’s up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don’t say you aren’t. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don’t want you to disagree with them.

25.When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he’s definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don’t be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl’s mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He’s just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs.

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

Links worth reading

‘Hey, Starbucks, How About Coffee Cubes?’

http://www.businessweek.com/magazine/content/08_17/b4081000030457.htm?campaign_id=rss_null

Can you have a life and work at a startup company?

http://www.calacanis.com/2008/03/07/can-you-have-a-life-and-work-at-a-startup-company/

Does money buy happiness?

http://www.newsweek.com/id/43884

How to save money running a startup (GODLY)

http://www.calacanis.com/2008/03/07/how-to-save-money-running-a-startup-17-really-good-tips/

The $25,000,000,000 Eigenvector (This paper gives an undergraduate-oriented explanation of the beautiful and simple linear algebra that lies behind an important facet of Google’s PageRank algorithm. )

http://www.rose-hulman.edu/~bryan/google.html

Be Good

http://www.paulgraham.com/good.html

BTW: I have been totally overwhelmed by the amount of good stuff my Google Reader has pointed me too.

Chodo na Mujhe…..

Well just finished watching the movie…. Rules, Pyar ka superhit formula….

had to watch this one… the two songs… chodo na mujhe and Uljhano ko de diya have been my favorites…

Movie on the whole is bhat but some parts are good…. you need to be in the mood to watch this one.

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Wel on an another note, a few days a ago I did something for someone. It involved creativity and I rocked!! cant believe what I produced. can make the final thing public, but the expressions of the receiver had told the whole story…. two things learnt…

1. You are capable of doing anything, given that you want to do it.

2. Whenever you do anything, do it with your full heart and it will turn out amazing.

I have also changed the theme… got bored with the previous one… Once I buy a domain and move my blog there, will try to put up a more exciting theme… probably will use memphisto.

Brain Dead !

Ok its been more than 60 hours since I last slept properly… had two stints of 3hrs in between… but the rest of the time I have been working, chatting and bryan uncle ki jai karta raha…

But I love doing small small things which are useful… and did some thing like this. Check this out. When something that I have written works… gives me satisfaction.. I feel good..and thats why I do it… bas man ko shanti milti hai….

Accha pata hai…. abhi bhi mera man nahin hai sone ka.. but my brain is not responding… matlab I have the desire to do some work… but kuchh chamak nahin raha hai abhi….. so decided ki so jaate hai abhi…. chalo tata… bye

Dukhi :(

Aaj main thoda dukhi types mood mai hoon…  Ab dukhi kyun hoon… yeh main nahin bata sakta. Bahut choti si kahani hai, but this kahani forms an important part of my life nowadays.

Vaise mera dukh pal dar pal badta ja raha hai… and lag raha hai ki bas kisi pal… phat jayega mera dil is dukh ke kaaran… dard hona tu shuru ho gaya hai….

Kaafi kaam kara hai aaj mene and laga diya hai finally sab crawl pe… kam se kam do din tu chalega crawl… ab finally mera peace marne ka time aaya tu yeh dukhi feeling aa gyai main mere saaf swach man mai….

Pata abhi subah ke 6 baj rahe hai… mera sone a bilkul man nahi kar raha… bas lag raha hai ki kucch bhi kar llon and so uoon na…

yaar aisa kyun hota hai life mai… man bahut bhari bhari ho jaata hai… lagta hai ki rona chahiye… but aasoon aake nahin dete saale…. aur pata hai aise time pe koi gam baatne ke liye bhi nahin milta…. vaise mai kiske saath baat sakta hoon isse.. ek ko chod ke aur koi nahin…

Koi baat nahin magar… aaj dukhi hai tu kya hua… baaki time tu mai generally khush rehta hoon… kabhi kabhi dukhi bhi hona chahiye… varna khushi ki importance chali jaati hai…

chalo jao ab… lemme enjoy my dukh… aur haan agar mai heart attack se mar gaya tu iska jimmedar bas IIT Kgp hoga…. yaad rakhna…

tata

lesson

In life, at least be in talking terms with everyone you know. You don’t know when you might need their help.

Jab yehi jeena hai dosto to phir marna kya hai?

Shaher ki is daud me daud ke karna kya hai?
Jab yehi jeena hai dosto to phir marna kya hai?

Paheli barish me train late hone ki fikr hai.

Bhul gaye bhigte hue tahelna kya hai?

Serials ke kirdaaro ka saara haal hai malum

par maa ka haal puchhne ki fursat kaha hai?

Ab ret pe nange pao tahelte kyu nahi?

108 hai chanel phir dil bahelte kyu nahi?

Internet se duniya ke to touch me hai,

lekin pados me kon raheta hai jaante tak nahi.

Mobile, Landline sab ki bharmaar hai,

Lekin jigri dost tak pahuche aise taar kaha hai?

Kab dubte hue suraj ko dekha tha, yaad hai?

Kab jaana tha shaam ka guzarna kya hai?

To Dosto Shaher ki is daud me daud ke karna kya hai

Jab yahi jeena hai to phir Marna kya hai?

Random Musings

• It is the fault of the Indian education system that I am supposedly studying Engineering today. If we weren’t led to believe that Doctor and Engineer are the only two good people, I would have been in the Air force.
• I love the sight of planes fly by.
• I love talking to my friend Raveesh, who is flying planes in the Indian Air Force.
• I will always regret not being a pilot.

• It is impossible for human being to remain human, after living in kgp for 5 continuous years.
• I want to go far far away from kgp, some where in the east… someplace which has mountains and greenery all around like the one they show in Reliance’s mobile ad for no sunlight… with some sun light ofcourse.
• For some days I want to live a life that doesn’t involve computers or Internet.

• I want to do para-gliding.
• I want to experience free fall.
• I want to eat Rajma-chawal cooked by mom.
• I want tot go home sometime, without any fixed deadline for coming back.

• I want only a minute percentage of people I know, to read this post.
• I want something like Socha na tha to happen to me.
• I want to live an unnoticed life.

• I want to go on those boat rides in Venice.
• I want to be able to run a 4.4.
• I want to break free… for days from this circle of Gmail…Reader and Orkut… Classes… deadline….
• I have no freaking idea what will happen in the next 1-2 years.
• I want to see a few people become somethings they desire.
• I don’t want to marry till I am 30.
• There are some people whose asses I wanna kick.

• I want to be on Ranvir and Vinay.
• I want to own the entire Titan Fasttrack collection of watches.
• I want to go back to Bangalore central and purchase more jeans.
• I want to slide on freshly fallen snow.
• I want to go to Rocky Mountains, Colorado again.
• I want to have those speakers that the real napster had in Italian job.
• I want some people to update their blogs or get the link to their new blog.

• I don’t want to return to reality.
• I want to continue writing this post.
• I don’t want to go down to mess.

- Udit