It has been 3 days now since I have been trying to implement a simple thing. But it is not as simple as it seems to be from the outside. To make it work I have changed every different module that I had ever written till now. Had to make everything generic…….. loads to migrations, data porting….. what not…. and still I haven’t tested it fully….. feels like I should kill somebody now. My head is really paining now…… and I had to wait for this fucking word press to load…. to write the post… then I searched on firefox how to install flock… the imges were missing…. damm I am switching to flock…..
and then after days and days of continuous good feeling…. u are made to realize that something is wrong… and then u ur self realize that u fucking need to change… that u have done something wrong , not to her but to people whom you love/respect the same…… and then your mind starts to spin more heavily…. u feel dizzy….
I have not gome room since 24+ hours…. I need to go back….. freshen up…. accumulate my energies…. come back and then do it well… meanwhile on the long walk back…. I would have time to recaptulate….
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