My School

Link to school in WikiMapia

St Mary’s Academy, Meerut Cantt.

I got so nostalgic on seeing the Chemistry and Physics Labs .

Even the Canteen is visible.

The awesome garden between the labs and classes is visible.

BasketBall court and assembly ground visible too.

Awesome.

Photoshoot, Awesome!

http://www.ibnlive.com/photogallery/533-0.html

WOW!!!

One of the best moments of Indian Cricket.

 

Boom!!

My God they have kicked SA out of the tournament.

 

Image Credit: Cricinfo.com

 

Fingers crossed now.

Wired Dreams

Has it ever happened that you get two wired dreams in the same night. It often happens with me and happened last night too. I remember one of the two dreams and am trying very hard to get hold of the second one. May be its exam time and the toll of studying 14 hours continuously gets into the dreams.

This is officially the first time when I haven’t studied a word before the midsems and doing it directly before exams, in the death overs as they said in the old One day cricket . Now as I’ve mentioned exams I would like to mention that I love giving Prof. Sudeshna’s exams. I love the design problems she gives in exams.

And yes T20 is the new cricket for me. Yuvi hitting the ball for continuous 6 sixes… fundooo man… and yes today is the game with SA… hope they win!

And I have a feeling that this blog lacks pics… so I’ll be putting some pics now and then… and here goes the first one…

Every thing I do…..

Lovely song:

Look into my eyes – you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart – search your soul
And when you find me there you’ll search no more

Don’t tell me it’s not worth tryin’ for
You can’t tell me it’s not worth dyin’ for
You know it’s true
Everything I do – I do it for you

Look into your heart – you will find
There’s nothin’ there to hide
Take me as I am – take my life
I would give it all – I would sacrifice

Don’t tell me it’s not worth fightin’ for
I can’t help it – there’s nothin’ I want more
Ya know it’s true
Everything I do – I do it for you

There’s no love – like your love
And no other – could give more love
There’s nowhere – unless you’re there
All the time – all the way

Oh – you can’t tell me it’s not worth tryin’ for
I can’t help it – there’s nothin’ I want more
I would fight for you – I’d lie for you
Walk the wire for you – ya I’d die for you

Ya know it’s true
Everything I do – I do it for you

Sometimes

Sometimes in life you want to go back the road traversed, not to change the decisions that you took but to relive the days that have gone past.

You want to be the same older self who was so happy sometimes a go. Its not that I am not happy now, but for some reason I want to go back. I want to go back to my second year summer when I had so much fun. There was fun, there was excitement and above all there was a motivation to come to lab and work. It has been the most memorable times of my life.

Then again I want to go back to my third year summers when there was excitement, a bit too much. First time outside India, on my own….. There was motivation to work so that I could take some days off…. and I did work my ass off and then took off to Las Vegas, San Diego… It was a cool time too…. Actually I was lucky to have the company of people like Uphaar and above all Amol, who made my days in memorable….

I want to go back to the wedding days in my home… when there was no time to find any motivation… but there was only work work and work… I and my cousin Nitin form the most unbreakable bonds at such time… and the best part is that the whole family is together and its always fun…

As I am writing this, I have suddenly realized that I have become workaholic. I haven’t taken out much time for myself, to come out from my shell and to enjoy the world around. Actually I feel that my sole motive is my work and that is what drives me.

However being single I am open to other motivations in my life. I have always believed in the fact that there is someone who has been made for you and when the right time come you will find her. But right now I want to meet her. Actually seeing so many committed people around me makes me think that there might be something special in having someone to share yourself with. I also want to feel the same. But as it said everything happens when it has to happen.

So me right now in a flashback mode, rejoycing the happy memories of my past.

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An update:

How can I forget the days of my JEE coaching, when there was ample motivation… to jo to class… I had admired her from the first day and never missed a class… I still remember the that white suit which made her look like an angel… and ya how can I forget the motivational talks by Rasool sir and the “Kude, nahin hoga tera IIT likhva le aaj mujhse…” from Ashish sir. Those were some days man… there was a definite goal in life and and ample motivation.

Coming to the present… there are definite goals but there is some lack of motivation for sure. I know what I want to do but the path that I have chosen is tough. I hope I can get through these tough/testing times and make these days worthwhile to be referred to as memorable past.

Just a random thought — Someday in life I will freeze all my work, pack by bag and will go on a journey without any destination.

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another update:

Seems my past has been very good. Whenever I hear the song “Kal ho na ho”, I am remembered of the first NSS camp. That was fine time too. We used to cycle to a village, about 7 km one side, everyday. I had a walkman back then and heard the songs from Kal ho na ho on the way. During the lunch time I use to go to the top of a barren school and enjoy the music once again… and that was also the time I liked someone…. SK…. but that ended there itself… nothing concrete done to make it into a reality… lazy ass me… but still those days form a good memory of my past….